For the Truth
Why should I care about anyone
but me?
I’m too tired to care, anyhow
The joy my possessions bring
Don’t bother me with some
ancient prophecy
Blinded by a vision of
what I thought was typical
Lifetime impressions of
what I thought was normal
Reflecting inward now
For once I see this could truly be
Monochromatic Soylent Green
True colors I have never seen
Until now
Alone I search
Oh, what lies beyond my door
Searching for the truth
Alone I search
Why have I not seen this before
Searching for the truth
This is the way it’s always been here
Grinding down one day I may fail you
A gear in the machine
As I am left
Wondering
I keep searching for my identity
After all, how will I know?
Reflecting inward now
For once I see this can truly be
Monochromatic Soyulent Green
True colors I have never seen
Until now
Searching for the truth
Alone I search
Searching for the truth
Thoughts of yesteryear
No use looking back now
Leave this all behind
I will never back down
Knowledge then, like knowledge now
How different would things seem to be
Drastic steps take crazy measures
Insanity stimulate the pleasure
Grand illusions, premonitions
Contradicting logic
The smell of trash, the smell of stench
Flashback to corpses in a trench
Facing down the fear
No use looking back now
Something in this body crawls
Operation extract infection
Looking out from this flesh-like husk
A rotting shell, forever haunting
Thoughts of yesteryear
No use looking back now
Leave this all behind
Never back…no more
© 2002 Twisted Motivations